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We’re taking a break, not seriously broken up.
She’s still my bestfriend and she’s still the love of my life.
And I’m not giving up on us.
We just both need some alone time. To ourselves.
She’s still mine in my heart, though.

Monet,

Today is our one month anniversary and I can honestly say that it has flown by. You are the most perfect girl in the world. In the last few months, you’ve completely changed my life. I’m now out to my mom and many of my friends. This past month has been a roller coaster, but I wouldn’t want to have shared it with anyone else. You make me the happiest girl in the world and I am telling the truth when I say that I want to spend forever with you.

We have our good times and our bad times. Our ups and our downs. Sometimes we fight, but then we turn around and we make up and apologize. Not because one or the other is wrong, but because we love each other and hate when things aren’t right between us. When it comes to you, I can’t stand when something’s bothering you or when you aren’t happy with me.

You are the most beautiful and special girl in the world. You bring the biggest smile to my face and you can turn the worst days into the best. I’m so happy I get to call you my girlfriend and I would never ask to be with anyone else. You’re perfect for me. And someday, I’m going to be able to call you my wife.

The way we can talk about anything and how we’re completely comfortable with each other. The way we know so much about each other yet we still discover new things about one another constantly. You are the best part of any day and whenever I’m down, I think of you and a smile is brought to my face.

Most people would say these are the easy days and the days when we’re upset are the hardest, but I’d have to disagree. Days like this: anniversaries, holidays, birthdays, good days, trying new things, etc. It’s when something good happens and you wanna turn to them and celebrate and they aren’t there. Those days are the hardest to handle. The distance is hard, yes, but nothing could ever compare to our love. I am so glad we’re together.

Happy 1 month anniversary, my darling love. One month down, forever to go. 

To infinity and beyond, my dear. <3

I cannot wait to marry her some day. It’s not even been a month yet, but I truly love her and she’s gotten me through so much in the past few months of our friendship.

She’s the only one keeping me sane, I swear..

It’s been two weeks today since I asked her out and I could not be happier. 

She is my entire world and I’m the luckiest girl in the world to have her. 

I’ve known for a while now that I’m in love with her, but to finally call her mine is absolutely a dream. It’s a miracle in itself. Now that I have her, I cannot imagine my life without her. Or at least not a life worth living. She is so beautiful and perfect and loving and amazing and stunning and yeah. I can’t even describe the way she makes me feel. Babygirl, I love you oh so much. <3

To infinity and beyond. <3

August 18, 2012. <3

• Wear bracelets with each other’s names on them.
• Make scrapbooks for every year we’re together.
• Do random things on our bucket list together.
• Go to one game of every type of sport we can think of.
• Get shirts made that say “Monet & Caitlin 08.18.2012.” on the back with “Legalize Love” on the front.
• Spend hours taking stupid pictures.
• Get a professional or a photographer we know to do a photoshoot of us.
• Pick out the kinds of things we want in our “dream house”.
• Plan a future. And then change it as time goes on.
• Stay up all night baking.
• Cook dinner together.
• Go an adorable adventures.
• Do the unexpected for our anniversaries.

And so so many more. <3

Babygirl,
I love you. So much it’s crazy. The way you make me feel is indescribable and I know no one else will ever make me feel this way. So all I ask of you is promise me you’ll stick around and try to put up with me. I love you. So much. And I know I’m stubborn and difficult. But I’m always going to love you and I always want to be with you. So just please, don’t give up on me.